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Taking Responsibility

Suicide By Cop Or Homicide By Pastor?  by Sharon Lee Davies-Tight


TAKING RESPONSIBILITY by Ted Jones

As a black father, I struggle at being a loving a caring parent to my black son, which is why he’s being raised by a white man his whole life. And when I got out of prison, I was really living the thug and nigger life.

I would let my ex-wife hear, though my son, that I was being lazy and not being present at all. Many times I would just leave my son at my mothers house, while I hung out with my boyz.

I made myself the victim and I wanted everyone to feel sorry for me.

So instead of getting a job, I fell behind in child support. And even though I was taught a lot in prison by white inmates on how to be a good black man. I was quickly back into the black environment, where being an uncle Tom, would get a person’s ass kicked real fast.

I was afraid of those black thugs, so just to show them that I was down, I would skip weekends from picking up my son, or sometimes I just wouldn’t show up.

It got so bad that one time I showed up so late, my ex-wife didn’t say anything to me, but the next time I showed up, my son’s step-dad made sure that his friend (who was a big and beefy white man) spoke to me right when I walked in their house.

And the conversation wasn’t us sitting down. It was him with his hands around my neck, pushing me down to the ground where I saw in his face nothing but anger and hate.

For less then a second, I thought I couldn’t be letting this happen to me right in front of my son. But I quickly realized that I had no idea how to fight, so I didn’t do anything stupid. If I did, I would have gotten my ass kicked really bad.

With my son standing right there, I felt emasculated at first. But then I stopped to think about why am I even in that position. And the answer is simple: I drove over to my son’s house drunk and high (which is against the law). I was late, and not only that, but I was disrespectful to my ex-wife and her time.

I was told by this white man that they were going to supervise my visitation with my son, until they felt like I was fit to be around him on my own.

At that point, I stopped being angry because I was in the wrong. And the first thing my son said to me was that he was glad that I didn’t fight back, because he knew I would have gotten my butt kicked.

I didn’t live my life correctly at all. And when I share my life stories, I’m not ashamed for the path that I took, because living the life that I did, has allowed me to see all of the hate and racism that my black race has against white people, and it makes me so mad, that now I do everything I can to help expose it.

And if nothing else, to keep that crap away from my son.

I was that nigger who was on the path of self-destruction, until I was saved while in prison. And not from being in church or group sessions. But one-on-one talks with white guards, and white inmates, who saw something different in me, and really wanted to give me honest love and true guidance, so I didn’t become another black man, who just hates, just because.

Black parents don’t love their children.

And I feel like if the cops have to shoot and kill a black child because of their silly behavior, then I feel like the parents of that child should be arrested and sent to prison, for terrorist threats and endangerment towards a white police officer.

Thank you.

Ted Jones, Transparent Black Man






 

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Thankful To Be An American Black

I have said from the beginning that I’m not here to belittle my own black race at all. To do that only shames the process of sharing ideas, and wanting to inspire those who truly want to make an honest change in their lives for the better.

However, for black people to grow, we need to stop holding onto the past, by instead embracing our present and making a future with those who have blessed us to be a part of something so beautiful.

American culture is amazing to me and I’m so glad that I’m a part of it.

Reading from “LITTLE BEAR THOUGHTS – book by Sharon Lee Davies-Tight,”  It is told to us that “it’s time for the black and brown communities in America to become Americans. The key is to evolve.”

It goes on to say “blacks keep eating the same foods that the slaves ate. Why do that? You do a disservice to the slaves to continue in that heritage. They don’t want that for you. They want for you what they didn’t have. But they also want for you, what they did have that you lack. I don’t have to tell you what that is.”

As a transparent black man I’m not sure why we have turned our backs on wanting to become Americans, and I hate knowing that we have made our slave ancestors disappointed in our behavior towards whites.

What the black slaves had back then that we lack today, is respect for white people and the society that they have created for us. Black slaves showed respect for the society that they lived in, and understood the importance of helping out in anyway, in wanting to create a better world for everyone that came in after them.

All we have done is destroy their hard work, and now we’re using the “black church” as a way to perpetuate violence and racism towards white people, and especially white cops.

Every black person should read the book, “And The Walls Came Tumbling Down: An Autobiography” by Ralph David Abernathy, so we can see the true light of Mr. King, and how his behavior destroyed good work being done by other black men, who were working with, and not against white people.

I mention that book, because it speaks to the following paragraph from “LITTLE BEAR THOUGHTS – book by Sharon Lee Davies-Tight” about Mr. King, and how his behavior was nothing short of racist and violent:

“Maintaining the Social Order: Isn’t that why Martin Luther King Jr. was killed? Because he branched out beyond the scope of ‘Negro’ problems? When he started to walk his talk to the world–when he stepped beyond his own handicap (and in his day being black was a handicap)–Bam, Bam, one more person trying to upset the apple cart with his talk about equality and organizing the poor–all poor–of all nations–shot dead–never again to whisper sweet nothings in his darling’s ear, never again to speak out, never to upset our apple cart again. It didn’t work did it? That apple cart is about to get tossed. The blacks don’t own Martin Luther King. You Own You Only.”

Having an open mind when reading that paragraph, you’ll see that choosing God and ourselves over black men who wish to play God, only takes us away from loving ourselves and those that have supported us for hundreds of years.

We don’t need leaders like Martin Luther King Jr….All we need is ourselves and God: We need to stop looking outside of ourselves for leadership, and understand that we have people all around us that want to see us become wonderful people, in a society that we continue to take advantage of.

I will no longer take advantage of this wonderful country and the people in it. Instead, I want to say thank you so much for allowing me to be a part of this amazing society, and please understand that I would never want to be a part of anything else in my whole life.

~ Ted Jones, Transparent Black Man

 






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Blacks Falsely Accusing White People

I’m starting to see how blacks are getting credit for things they shouldn’t be getting credit for. And this is why so many blacks fail in life, because we can’t live up to the lives that we make for ourselves. For example, stealing history from White people, instead of embracing it and saying thank you.

The more I see how racist black people are, the easier it becomes for me to expose them, because I can no longer stand on the sidelines. Just like your post ‘Laws People Think Are Theirs’ To Break Are Major Ones.’   Until I read that article, I didn’t know how to process being humiliated by one of my black friends…He would talk non-stop about my son and how his step-dad and his friend are molesting him everyday. He started to talk like that, after I moved away to be around my son more. But once I read that post, I had the courage to finally address it with him. I asked him what was he getting out of saying those things to me…I told him that I wasn’t going to say anything negative against them, so what gives?

He broke down and said that he was hurt that I moved away, and left him out west on his own…I didn’t say anything else after that, but I never knew black people did stuff like that to whites.

It saddens me to know that we enjoy those types of things, but it’s my job to expose and talk about it, even when it happens to me. And it’s so weird that these experiences have happened to me my whole life, and that a white person would be the one to help me figure out how to move through these experiences, showing me how to become a better person for our society. ~ Ted jones, Transparent Black Man  




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SNITCHING

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If a cop knows that a young boy will be murdered if he snitches, then the cop has to find a better solution. No more Machiavellian’s way. You put a bad apple out of business and you snuff out a budding young mind that is our only hope for the future. You sacrifice the very youths you portend to be trying to save. The end no longer justifies the means, when the means to that end include prejudice, discrimination, enslavement, torture and slaughter. It is a new world with new rules. The old ones didn’t work, so we try something else. We can’t lock up the whole world. We can’t torture the whole world for information, because we can’t find solutions or because we refuse to question old practices. We don’t sacrifice a little one to catch a bigger one. A bigger one than that will come along and get a whole lot of little yous. It’s time to rethink–everything. ~ Sharon Lee Davies-Tight

TRANSPARENT BLACK MAN’S VIEW

Black people snitch on each other all of the time, but they don’t snitch because it’s the right thing to do. They snitch on each other for illegal and immoral reasons.

I read about black women snitching on their boyfriends, just because some other black man wants to be with her.

One of my black friends that I’ve known for over 25 years, recently told me that he snitched when he was younger, and that he worked for the police for over two years, in order to reduce his jail sentence.

Black people who do this type of snitching should be ashamed of themselves, and exposed for what they are doing.

For me, snitching was very different.

When I was in prison, a white guard told me that I need to distinguish myself from the black men who were around me, because nobody can tell if I was enjoying what was happening to me, or if I was a victim.

He also said that someone has to stop the cycle of violence among black men, and he wanted to know if I was going to be that person.

His words didn’t make me feel ashamed at all. But instead, he empowered me to speak up against my attackers, which I did with pride and honor. I wanted to make sure that those black men never had a chance to do that to anyone else again. I was taking a stand against people who were out of control and had no morals at all.

I didn’t do it for personal gain…I did it because it was the right thing to do. I told my son what happened to me in prison, and he knows the steps I took to help those coming after me. He sees that talking to the police about other black people doesn’t make him a race traitor at all. It just makes him a good citizen of the community that he lives in.

~ Ted Jones, TRANSPARENT BLACK MAN






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Use Of The Word ‘Nigger’

I have said from the beginning that I’m not here to belittle my own black race at all. To do that only shames the process of sharing ideas, and wanting to inspire those who truly want to make an honest change in their lives for the better.

However, for black people to grow, we need to stop holding onto the past, by instead embracing our present and making a future with those who have blessed us to be a part of something so beautiful.

American culture is amazing to me and I’m so glad that I’m a part of it.

Reading from LITTLE BEAR THOUGHTS – book by Sharon Lee Davies-Tight,”  It is told to us that “it’s time for the black and brown communities in America to become Americans. The key is to evolve.”

It goes on to say “blacks keep eating the same foods that the slaves ate. Why do that? You do a disservice to the slaves to continue in that heritage. They don’t want that for you. They want for you what they didn’t have. But they also want for you, what they did have that you lack. I don’t have to tell you what that is.”

As a transparent black man I’m not sure why we have turned our backs on wanting to become Americans, and I hate knowing that we have made our slave ancestors disappointed in our behavior towards whites.

What the black slaves had back then that we lack today, is respect for white people and the society that they have created for us. Black slaves showed respect for the society that they lived in, and understood the importance of helping out in anyway, in wanting to create a better world for everyone that came in after them.

All we have done is destroy their hard work, and now we’re using the “black church” as a way to perpetuate violence and racism towards white people, and especially white cops.

Every black person should read the book, “And The Walls Came Tumbling Down: An Autobiography” by Ralph David Abernathy, so we can see the true light of Mr. King, and how his behavior destroyed good work being done by other black men, who were working with, and not against white people.

I mention that book, because it speaks to the following paragraph from LITTLE BEAR THOUGHTS – book by Sharon Lee Davies-Tight” about Mr. King, and how his behavior was nothing short of racist and violent:

“Maintaining the Social Order: Isn’t that why Martin Luther King Jr. was killed? Because he branched out beyond the scope of ‘Negro’ problems? When he started to walk his talk to the world–when he stepped beyond his own handicap (and in his day being black was a handicap)–Bam, Bam, one more person trying to upset the apple cart with his talk about equality and organizing the poor–all poor–of all nations–shot dead–never again to whisper sweet nothings in his darling’s ear, never again to speak out, never to upset our apple cart again. It didn’t work did it? That apple cart is about to get tossed. The blacks don’t own Martin Luther King. You Own You Only.”

Having an open mind when reading that paragraph, you’ll see that choosing God and ourselves over black men who wish to play God, only takes us away from loving ourselves and those that have supported us for hundreds of years.

We don’t need leaders like Martin Luther King Jr….All we need is ourselves and God: We need to stop looking outside of ourselves for leadership, and understand that we have people all around us that want to see us become wonderful people, in a society that we continue to take advantage of.

I will no longer take advantage of this wonderful country and the people in it. Instead, I want to say thank you so much for allowing me to be a part of this amazing society, and please understand that I would never want to be a part of anything else in my whole life.

~ Ted Jones, Transparent Black Man






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A BRIEF HISTORY

A BRIEF HISTORY

Being a black man, who had issues about race and self-identity from a young age, I’ve always wanted to assimilate, because I saw all of the things that the white race created and gave to the rest of the world.

Unfortunately my family was very pro-black, and I could see the racism that they had, and also preached to us kids. They made me so confused and angry inside that I committed a crime out of a lack of self-control, and went to prison for 10 years.

There’s a long story behind that, and I have no problem talking about it. I just wanted to fast forward to when I got out, and had my son. I didn’t know how to be a good father or husband, so my wife divorced me and found a white man to be with, where they have a child of their own, plus my son.

I had to listen to, and deal with black men telling me, how could I let a white man raise my son, how I’m supporting white supremacy, and should go to court and fight.

When I read your words “God says black parents and leaders need to teach their black children sensitivity toward whites. Prejudice and discrimination are rampant in the black community”, that moved me so much, and reaffirmed to me that children can have more than one father.

And no matter what color they are, as long as the child is getting love from that person, that’s all that matters.

I will always make sure my kids show sensitivity and respect to all white people, and I will make sure that if nothing else, they see the same from me.

Thank You,

~ Ted Jones, Transparent Black Man